Oh The Waiting!

Well here it is, another 2 Week Wait! Feeling cautiously optimistic but again trying my hardest not to let all the "maybes" get the best of me.

For a TTCer, this time period is a killer. Highly emotional, I go from feeling "absolutely SURE that this is our month" to "there is no way and I am pregnant, fate throws me another shitty hand." Today I'm somewhere in the middle!

I am so happy and so thankful to have a wonderful husband who every month is so optimisitc and makes me feel like we can do this together and in the end I know we can!

This here is one lucky lady who is determined to make our dream come true. We'll make amazing parents, this I know!

2009

Happy New Year Everyone!

Well it wasn't the New Years we had envisioned for ourselves this year but we had fun none the less. We spent our New Years like we always do surrounded by our friends and family in a low key but hilarious affair. We've relied so much on these people in 2008 and they've always been there.

Hubby and I both agree that we have high hopes for 2009!

Lazy Sunday

It seems the holiday rush is over, thankfully.

I just wasn't feeling "Christmasy" this year. I did enjoy it but it was painfully obvious that something, no, someone was missing. I think of our little Ben everyday. I can detail each and every moment of his birth and death like it was just yesterday. In the beginning I was so afraid that I would forget all about him. Thankfully that isn't so.

It's CD 19 for me and I got my +opk (Ovulation Predictor) today!! This means I should be ovulating within the day or so. This is good news and means Hubby and I will have a busy few days. So if you're in the neighbourhood definitely call before you show up!

With any luck this will be the lucky cycle we've been waiting for!! Fingers Crossed!