Twiddling My Thumbs

Seems to be the name of the game when it comes to my "cycle".

See I am not lucky enough to ovulate on the 14th day of my cycle like my medical textbook says I should. For me it's anywhere between 18-27 sometimes even longer if I'm stressed, yes, you read that right. So it can be a long impatient wait for me. I try to not get too worked up about it, but usually around the 7th day of my cycle I start to get anxious. I want time to pass quickly so we can try to make this happen.

Today is cycle day (cd) 8 and now I start to throw a little pitty party about why I can't be "normal" at least in the menstrual cycle way of things. I want to know why I can't be one of those people who decides they want to get pregnant and they just do. Oh to be so lucky!

For now, we just...wait. *Le Sigh*

Oh and if anyone has any extra babydust, would you send it my way?